Cycle Of Life
To my dear good friend,
I know your feeling down.
So firstly, I am sorry if I sounded harsh,
Maybe I should have hold my tounge, (Sigh)
(Something that I ought to learn).
I should have just hear you out before I commented.
Anyway, I know you feel theres something lacking,
from the rountine of Eat, Sleep, Work....
I know how you feel when you say
"theres nothing much to look forward to"
"I am not growing"
Cause from time to time I feel the same.
Even for that period when your away studying.
To tell you honestly,
I rather you go to somewhere
that you might continue to grow.
I hate the feeling of friends leaving, since the time,
when everyone (Our clicks) is leaving church,
Some has gone on to better things while others just backslided.
I hate the feeling of when they leave,
you know they are just gonna spiral down that spiritual hole,
and you can't really do much.
You being One of the closer once or rather closest,
how sad would it be if you just backslide,
thats why I say I rather you go somewhere,
that you would continue to grow.
I believe your brother church would be a good place to start....
As for the usual cycle, I believe everyone who is working feels the same way,
but I believe on certain days you sure have things to look forward to...like on tuesday nights, Sunday afternoons or evenings....
other then that I believe you still have some friends and not to mention your girlfriend?I think if you call and ask them out, some of them will come?
Good friends have far and few..... oh wellz....
Okay, I don't know where I am really heading with this....
but just to let you know, you will be in my prayers,
hold fast to what you believe in.
Maybe for me it is slightly easier,
cause I don't expect much ( or maybe I am just lazy :P),
Anything to me is a bonus,
I try to interact, I try to hold fast to what I believe in.
Holding on to the very words that push comfort into me,
When I am feeling down.
See for yourself, this is the promises...
Jeremiah 29:11-13,
11For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.
13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Deuteronomy 31:8
The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.
On a side note,
I just bought another 4 packs of chips.... :P
I think...............
Study for Exams(to much stress)+World Cup( to much excitement)+snack(too much junk food)=No good for health,
been feeling pretty tired this few days,
with so much work to do, so many things to catch hold of,
not to mention everytime when I expect finally can study,
new assigments come in... *sigh
Anyway, after some talk with ther lecturers,
Heres the grades I hope to attain at the end of exams...
Tertiary studies- 6 ( I wanted to get a 7, but I must get 85% of the overall)
Maths-7 ( Hopefully I can get 85%)
IT- 7 ( I think its possible since all my work so far is at at 7 range)
Biology-5 ( I think it would be attainable, if I am ready by the exam date)
Physic-4 ( Hoping to get a 5, but don't think its really visible)
Oh well, Just another 2 weeks,
then I can enjoy a good break ( I hope)
Lets just push on...
Oh... Oh... Did I mention,
This Morning like about 8am,
while I was walking towards the bus-stop...
"Nope, theres no pretty girl"
but I saw the moon...on one side
which is very big and closer then usual, it was a full moon,
and on the opposite side, there the sun was shining,
It was a very beautiful moon and the sun was good...
the sun rays and everything....
It was an awesome sight~!
;)
Anyway, heres a song currently playing on my mp3 list...
By Casting Crown
Title: In Me
If you asked me to leap
Out of my boat on the crashing waves
If you ask me to go
Preach to a lost world of Jesus saves
I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that you want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Untill You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
If you ask me to run
And carry your light into foreign land
If you ask me to fight
Deliver your people from satan's hand
I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Untill You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
To reach out with Your hands
To learn through Your eyes
To love with the love of a savior
To feel with Your heart
and to think with Your mind
I'd give my last breath for Your glory
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Untill You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
I know your feeling down.
So firstly, I am sorry if I sounded harsh,
Maybe I should have hold my tounge, (Sigh)
(Something that I ought to learn).
I should have just hear you out before I commented.
Anyway, I know you feel theres something lacking,
from the rountine of Eat, Sleep, Work....
I know how you feel when you say
"theres nothing much to look forward to"
"I am not growing"
Cause from time to time I feel the same.
Even for that period when your away studying.
To tell you honestly,
I rather you go to somewhere
that you might continue to grow.
I hate the feeling of friends leaving, since the time,
when everyone (Our clicks) is leaving church,
Some has gone on to better things while others just backslided.
I hate the feeling of when they leave,
you know they are just gonna spiral down that spiritual hole,
and you can't really do much.
You being One of the closer once or rather closest,
how sad would it be if you just backslide,
thats why I say I rather you go somewhere,
that you would continue to grow.
I believe your brother church would be a good place to start....
As for the usual cycle, I believe everyone who is working feels the same way,
but I believe on certain days you sure have things to look forward to...like on tuesday nights, Sunday afternoons or evenings....
other then that I believe you still have some friends and not to mention your girlfriend?I think if you call and ask them out, some of them will come?
Good friends have far and few..... oh wellz....
Okay, I don't know where I am really heading with this....
but just to let you know, you will be in my prayers,
hold fast to what you believe in.
Maybe for me it is slightly easier,
cause I don't expect much ( or maybe I am just lazy :P),
Anything to me is a bonus,
I try to interact, I try to hold fast to what I believe in.
Holding on to the very words that push comfort into me,
When I am feeling down.
See for yourself, this is the promises...
Jeremiah 29:11-13,
11For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.
13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Deuteronomy 31:8
The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.
On a side note,
I just bought another 4 packs of chips.... :P
I think...............
Study for Exams(to much stress)+World Cup( to much excitement)+snack(too much junk food)=No good for health,
been feeling pretty tired this few days,
with so much work to do, so many things to catch hold of,
not to mention everytime when I expect finally can study,
new assigments come in... *sigh
Anyway, after some talk with ther lecturers,
Heres the grades I hope to attain at the end of exams...
Tertiary studies- 6 ( I wanted to get a 7, but I must get 85% of the overall)
Maths-7 ( Hopefully I can get 85%)
IT- 7 ( I think its possible since all my work so far is at at 7 range)
Biology-5 ( I think it would be attainable, if I am ready by the exam date)
Physic-4 ( Hoping to get a 5, but don't think its really visible)
Oh well, Just another 2 weeks,
then I can enjoy a good break ( I hope)
Lets just push on...
Oh... Oh... Did I mention,
This Morning like about 8am,
while I was walking towards the bus-stop...
"Nope, theres no pretty girl"
but I saw the moon...on one side
which is very big and closer then usual, it was a full moon,
and on the opposite side, there the sun was shining,
It was a very beautiful moon and the sun was good...
the sun rays and everything....
It was an awesome sight~!
;)
Anyway, heres a song currently playing on my mp3 list...
By Casting Crown
Title: In Me
If you asked me to leap
Out of my boat on the crashing waves
If you ask me to go
Preach to a lost world of Jesus saves
I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that you want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Untill You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
If you ask me to run
And carry your light into foreign land
If you ask me to fight
Deliver your people from satan's hand
I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Untill You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
To reach out with Your hands
To learn through Your eyes
To love with the love of a savior
To feel with Your heart
and to think with Your mind
I'd give my last breath for Your glory
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Untill You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
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