Doors opened? Direction Pointed?

Is God opening doors and showing me the way or am I doing badly in one area and thus has to be pointed in another area?

Today Pastor B asked if I would like to try and chair the Morning Service for church on sundays.
I said that I'll be willing to try.

But here are my thoughts...

1) Am I playing the guitar so badly during service that it is disruptive or maybe I'm too sensitive?

2) Is God opening doors for me to serve in more areas in church? (Assistant Coordinator in Unicell, Playing the Guitar for Music team and now a chance to Chair the morning service)

I mean, ME?? of all the people why me?
I am surely the least qualified and least right person with God.
I probably one of the weakest in church to lead and most unlikely the kind to lead....
Even with the guitar, I have to depend on the piano and the vocals to pull me through.
Every session was a struggle to get things right.

Maybe I'm trying too hard by myself and was not reliant enough on God's grace.

Anyway... I decided to give it a shot and see what develops of this conversation.

I shall try to rely on God more and be reminded that His the one who open doors.

I shall draw on this verse....

John 3:30

³⁰He must become greater; I must become less.

Shall just pray and see where He leads.


What do you guys think or do you have any advice?