Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Regret and being hopeful

Regret (meaning from Cambridge dictionary):
(To express or have) A feeling of sadness about something sad, something wrong or about a mistake you have made, and (to express or have) a wish that it could have been different and better.
That’s the meaning of REGRET… and now I am having one of it….
Why didn’t I study for my “O” level…. *sigh*

Why is that “O” so important??
It is used as a gauge to see how a person is academically incline or as a stepping stone for the future…..
But there are always late bloomers or people who are talented or have a passion about some other things……..
People who didn’t do well in this “O”, just because they are not academically incline with the subjects taught for it. Thus they are condemn for doing badly in this “O” and can’t further study whatever they want to study or are interested in. There and then it became a stumbling block for them to pursue their dreams.
You might say there other alternative like ITE or some private school, but they don’t offer certain courses that is being offered in school that is being more recognized.

*Sigh~!*

People like me who fail in almost every subject except for D Math and Chinese, can’t study this, and can’t study that.
You know how frustrating it is that when u seek an avenue to pursue you dreams, only to be told you need this and that qualification to be able to do it and somehow or rather fall short of it.

Okay… enough of it….
You people reading it, must be wondering why I am blogging about this?
Well….Mervin helped me ask about the qualification required to study in Australia and guess things don’t look bright.
Well if let say I need to redo my “O” levels, I am not too keen about it because knowing me, I will just be wasting money and time on it.
Just because I totally have no interest in doing so… *sigh…*
Well you might say for the sake of going to study in Australia, might as well go and get it done, but I have tried retaking my “O” level again before and the results are still the same or rather worst…. So why bother a third time?
Now all I can do is pray that tomorrow when they reply to Mervin, the directors of the school can make out some conditions or exceptions so that I can study there.
If lets say it’s a no no, then I guess I probably be studying something which I don’t have much interest in or probably come out into the working society.

Think I am going to hit a low in my mood once again… :(
Oh well whats new??
Guess I probably try some other way….. Hopefully there is….

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