Wednesday, March 23, 2005

No life

How do you get results??
Intention + mechanism = results
100% + 0% = begaining of results...
With the intention.... its almost possible to get u closer to the target you want... even without the right tools.. it still can get u somewhere nearer to ur target....

Choice in life....
In life theres no such thing as no choice.... there are always a choice between making your life easier (the choice u make may be pain seeking decision... ) or more difficult... but its still a choice... so choose wisely.....

Being there.....
being there for someone.. and make i their day.... may be more worthwhile then bring ur grumpiness around.... coz making someone else happy... may make u feel better....

Yup so this is the 3 lesson i learnt in the Retreat for police office conducted by our commanding officer.... it wasnt such a bad retreat after all.... learnt new things.... the food was ok.... only thing is have to work night shift...... but its still ok....
going into night shift.....
it was almost too quiet.... that it scares me.... coz usually when it was so quiet... something bad bound to happen.... and guess what i was spotted on......

At almost 6 am in the morning... i recieve a despatch message..... the text of it as follow:

"i saw a walking stick and slippers on the railing.... when i look down, i saw an old lady lying on the floor....."

When i reach there it was confirm that the lady had jumped to her death... and it seems she was determine to die... cause she was dress in a well mannered way and despite her week legs, from the looks of it.... she climbed over the railing with the help of her walking stick and a red bucket.
the best part she had no identity on her... but only a pair of house keys which my colleague went door to door from the highest floor to try the keys... and we manage to locate the house which the key open... the next -of -kin of the old lady seem unfazz by it... despite what had happen.. and saying she nv realise anything.... anyway.. i am suprise that at the 11 floor jump and landed on the 2nd floor....there should be a loud "thud" sound but no one seem to notice until 5.40am....

when one is troubled by illness at such a age(66) she choose to end it all to lessen the suffering but what a sad choice it is....

how weak can one life form be... especially those who had no one to turn to and has to cope with the enormouse pressure of being sick or some other trouble....

I really thank god for reminding me again and again that when all seems worst i always have him to turn to....

not to mention i took up sports to relieve stress and whatever tension i have to release... come to think of it.. its been sometime since i last do any form of sports... been so busy... all i do is sleep eat work... and the cycle repeat itself.... so no life......

and guess what.. i guess i have to give CF retreat a miss... cause there was a lag of manpower in my team so i will have to work.... hope sunday i dont have to work so can go church and maybe play some soccer... :)

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