Pushing Hard~
Tolerance: An ability to bear something unpleasant or annoying or continue existing depite disavantageous conditions. (Meaning from Cambridge dictionary)
This few weeks working seem to be pushing my tolerance.
As of 16 april i became the most senoir NS guy in my Team....
But the previlages seem far from reach....
this new guys are so choosy and guess what....
I get to do with all the "i don't want to do with him" People.....
Nothing seem to change.... from the most junior to the most senior NS man... the treatment i get is the same...... i didnt get to choose when i first join then team, now... i might have a slight say in it... but then i am still getting the "TOP"3 personnel (in my own opinion) in my team.... why... coz no one else in the team want to do with them.... even the 2 new guys can choose and say "i don't want".
Today i nearly got the "TOP" person on everyone list... when i saw the deployment, i nearly wanted to walk to my supervisor and ask "sir can i report sick"...... but then i decided not to... since i am already at the work place... but thank GOD... someone took MC.... so i got to do with the 3rd most unwanted person... but then again.... it still better then the Number 1..... and in between i found out the 3rd most unwanted person had to be gone for 3 hrs for a meeting and 2nd most unwanted person will take over for that period of time....
so today was really..... ARgh..... but then looking back at the day.... it was still ok.... cause it wasnt a very busy day.....
Now heres the "good news"..... tomorrow night i am going to do with the 2nd most unwanted person..... Haiz.....
Initially i protested to the deployment officer and i was like "eh... you put me with him arh... thanks huh~..... ok lar... nvm... i on MC tomorrow,bye" and i put down the phone.....
But after awhile... i thought back.... and i think its so selfish of me.... if i behave like that... wouldnt i be like the rest?? so in the end i decided to look to it as a challenge and see how i survive tomorrow...... and i sms the deplyoment officer.... "nvm... just put me with him."
Yup.... u guys must be wondering why this 3 person no one wants to do with them... and here are the reasons:
Number 1 fella:
always on the phone... literally the driver.... when i am pair with him.... he does only the driving and talking on the phone (mind you... its his "official" business toking on the phone none stop to whoever that is from start till end of shift and its the same person)..... i do the rest of the whatever...... and when it was suppose to be his job.... he say no need to do... until someone give him so much reason.... then he is willing to do.......act like he knows everything when in actual fact.... its the opposite.... when things go wrong his ans is "i thought this, i thought that"
Number 2 fella:
He is new to the team... although he is quite and old bird at the job.... he got the power of dedication.... He promise this and that to the higher authority.... then dedicate the job to different people.... credits he claim..... fault just point fingers..... infront of you... he will say how good you are... behind you... he probably be saying this and that.... almost everything but good things about you..... and like to make big things out of small things.
Number 3 fella:
He is not that bad at least in my opinion.... he does his job... make things simple...
but he likes to ask question...like "hey did anyone say anything about me?","so tell me why you dont like to work with that guy", his the kind where he likes to dig information about other people and then talk behind them.... agreeing infront then turn around and say how he disagree...
Well.. i may seem judgemental here and talking behind their back... but i don't care.....
this is my blog....
i felt really hypocritical..... when working with either number 2 or 3... coz i still smile and joke around with them..... like i am ok with them.. when in actual fact... i am not that ok... but still managable....
BUT... the number one.. whenever i work with him... i totally turn a black face... and give him the super cold shoulder... cause his attitude at work really suX big time....
Its quite hard to bear all this for 12hrs.... but then.... no matter what... its just 12 hrs of work (thats what i always tell myself).... i am careful in not stepping on their toes.... trying to be as nice to them as possible...... in hope that the day wouldn't be grouchy... coz it all starts with my mentality.... just to make myself tolerable with them.......
OH Well... just five more months to go..... should be able to survive..... since i survived 1 year 4 mths liaoz.......
This few weeks working seem to be pushing my tolerance.
As of 16 april i became the most senoir NS guy in my Team....
But the previlages seem far from reach....
this new guys are so choosy and guess what....
I get to do with all the "i don't want to do with him" People.....
Nothing seem to change.... from the most junior to the most senior NS man... the treatment i get is the same...... i didnt get to choose when i first join then team, now... i might have a slight say in it... but then i am still getting the "TOP"3 personnel (in my own opinion) in my team.... why... coz no one else in the team want to do with them.... even the 2 new guys can choose and say "i don't want".
Today i nearly got the "TOP" person on everyone list... when i saw the deployment, i nearly wanted to walk to my supervisor and ask "sir can i report sick"...... but then i decided not to... since i am already at the work place... but thank GOD... someone took MC.... so i got to do with the 3rd most unwanted person... but then again.... it still better then the Number 1..... and in between i found out the 3rd most unwanted person had to be gone for 3 hrs for a meeting and 2nd most unwanted person will take over for that period of time....
so today was really..... ARgh..... but then looking back at the day.... it was still ok.... cause it wasnt a very busy day.....
Now heres the "good news"..... tomorrow night i am going to do with the 2nd most unwanted person..... Haiz.....
Initially i protested to the deployment officer and i was like "eh... you put me with him arh... thanks huh~..... ok lar... nvm... i on MC tomorrow,bye" and i put down the phone.....
But after awhile... i thought back.... and i think its so selfish of me.... if i behave like that... wouldnt i be like the rest?? so in the end i decided to look to it as a challenge and see how i survive tomorrow...... and i sms the deplyoment officer.... "nvm... just put me with him."
Yup.... u guys must be wondering why this 3 person no one wants to do with them... and here are the reasons:
Number 1 fella:
always on the phone... literally the driver.... when i am pair with him.... he does only the driving and talking on the phone (mind you... its his "official" business toking on the phone none stop to whoever that is from start till end of shift and its the same person)..... i do the rest of the whatever...... and when it was suppose to be his job.... he say no need to do... until someone give him so much reason.... then he is willing to do.......act like he knows everything when in actual fact.... its the opposite.... when things go wrong his ans is "i thought this, i thought that"
Number 2 fella:
He is new to the team... although he is quite and old bird at the job.... he got the power of dedication.... He promise this and that to the higher authority.... then dedicate the job to different people.... credits he claim..... fault just point fingers..... infront of you... he will say how good you are... behind you... he probably be saying this and that.... almost everything but good things about you..... and like to make big things out of small things.
Number 3 fella:
He is not that bad at least in my opinion.... he does his job... make things simple...
but he likes to ask question...like "hey did anyone say anything about me?","so tell me why you dont like to work with that guy", his the kind where he likes to dig information about other people and then talk behind them.... agreeing infront then turn around and say how he disagree...
Well.. i may seem judgemental here and talking behind their back... but i don't care.....
this is my blog....
i felt really hypocritical..... when working with either number 2 or 3... coz i still smile and joke around with them..... like i am ok with them.. when in actual fact... i am not that ok... but still managable....
BUT... the number one.. whenever i work with him... i totally turn a black face... and give him the super cold shoulder... cause his attitude at work really suX big time....
Its quite hard to bear all this for 12hrs.... but then.... no matter what... its just 12 hrs of work (thats what i always tell myself).... i am careful in not stepping on their toes.... trying to be as nice to them as possible...... in hope that the day wouldn't be grouchy... coz it all starts with my mentality.... just to make myself tolerable with them.......
OH Well... just five more months to go..... should be able to survive..... since i survived 1 year 4 mths liaoz.......
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