Trophies....

As i was lying on my bed, waiting for my mother to finish using the computer, i just realised that i have quite a few medals and trohpies that i got from secondary school, ite tampines and also from my taekwondo competition.
It just brought back the memories of me always being so active in sports, but now if i can go do anything with sports, i would say its a privilege. Gone are the days where i could just play soccer or basketball as and when i like to, gone are the days where i am so on in going for taekwondo training. Now i find no motivation in doing almost anything. Lack of competitiveness seem to flow in me since i enter NS.
Gone are those days where i push myself to the limit in whatever sports i played.... like in taekwondo competition, even i am going to get whack, i still go and try my best... but now i seem to dont see a point in doing so. Now the mentality is just competition so what... win win lor.. lose also no big deal. The competitiveness in me to be eager to win is no longer the same. Seem to be losing passion as the years went by.