Distance.....

Today after work at 2145hrs,
I was sending my a MALE colleague back since its on the way and I was driving,
then I happen to passby one of my friend's house.
She's one of those who are close but not so close,
meet up once in awhile kinda of friend.

Well as I was sending this colleague back,
when I found out I will acutally passby her house,
I was thinking If I should ask her go drink coffee or maybe catch supper,
but then later I decided not to because, I realised that somehow or rather,
there seems to be a barrier, we seldom talk, even when we do talk online,
It seems to be just asking...
"hey how are you".... and I think thats about it....
any other attempt would seem more like a question and answer dialogue.

It just seem so distance, out of the blue, I don't know why....
I don't know if its me.... or her whos keeping the distance....
I just find that now a days,
shes like totally concious about herself that she no longer seem herself...

Over the years of my life, 22years to be exact,
Many friends who I once noted as good friends, all seem to have gone.
Theres still a remaining 3 or 4, who still keep in contact,
I just dont know what happen to the rest.
It just seem to die of a natural death, losing contact,
nothing much to talk about.....
Maybe its just me, who never take an effort keep in touch....
Don't know if I go oversea to study,
will I lose all contact with the remaining 3-4 friends...
Among this 3 or 4, I am sure that there will only be about
1 who will still be in touch... but that remain to be seen.

Oh well, Life is a journey everyone must take,
people come, people go, few will remain....
Its just a lesson everyone must learn....

I am forever learning new things, new truths.....
but hey who isn't....