HELP???
OMG... its been a few months since i last touch my guitar... when i pick it up to play today.. for a short short practise.... i found that i lost my rythms... the strumming pattern was lost... the pressing of chords go into a mess... the sound was horrible.... think i need more practise.... not that i was good before... but now it just sounded beyond horrible.... i cant stand it... to think i will be playing with chris and tongli tomorrow.... lucky still got the two of them... then i can play softer.... and hopefully if i sound horrible it doesnt affect them and the praise and worship session.....
Everything that i was at the"once not that bad stage" has taken one big step back.... even taekwondo and swimming... is back to horrible stage... how?? think must go back to practising all of it again.... haiz... must find time.... been so busy this few days... that the extra time i have has gone into "resting" (wasted in playing ps and lazying around)....
Someone.. anyone.... please push me.....
need to find motivation.......
Okie.. today wasnt such a bad day..... apart from i had to stand in the rain to control traffic and get my socks and shoe and the lower half of my pants all soak in rain water with that squashy feeling when I walk…. The good point here is theres no sun…. bad point it reain so heavily…. But another good point is the duty ended early (it was from 4.30 am to 3pm instead of 5 pm)…. So….. I guess I don’t have much to complain about… :)
Decide to skip the sentosa outing with the CF group since it was raining.... and i came home to rest and play PS.... and practise my guitar (that when i found out how horrible i had become)... so now taking a break... will br practising it again in a few momments.... hopefully i will get better.... :)
Anyway.....
Heres some..........................
Random thoughts that just came to mind
Sad stuff:
-A colleague who is being aim by the supervisor,his bike spoilt,caught for speeding, involve with an accident... (what else could go wrong??)
(best part all this happen only after he bought his hayabusa)
-A friend who is in a process of breaking up with her bf..... hurt deep when see her sadden until like that...... but i also dont know how to advise her(being clueless abt this kind of thing).. guess i just sit and listen.... hopefully it helps.....
-A friend who is in a midst of divorcing his wife ,but is giving thoughts as to giving the marriage a shot again. (so is this consider sad?)
Happy stuff:
-The youth in church seems to be very happy this days... as there are lots of program and stuff that they could get involve in church.... (finally see changes in the church)
-in 5 months to 6 months time... is my ord date... looking forward to it.... kinda sian of the life i am leading now...... (though i enjoy the work)
Everything that i was at the"once not that bad stage" has taken one big step back.... even taekwondo and swimming... is back to horrible stage... how?? think must go back to practising all of it again.... haiz... must find time.... been so busy this few days... that the extra time i have has gone into "resting" (wasted in playing ps and lazying around)....
Someone.. anyone.... please push me.....
need to find motivation.......
Okie.. today wasnt such a bad day..... apart from i had to stand in the rain to control traffic and get my socks and shoe and the lower half of my pants all soak in rain water with that squashy feeling when I walk…. The good point here is theres no sun…. bad point it reain so heavily…. But another good point is the duty ended early (it was from 4.30 am to 3pm instead of 5 pm)…. So….. I guess I don’t have much to complain about… :)
Decide to skip the sentosa outing with the CF group since it was raining.... and i came home to rest and play PS.... and practise my guitar (that when i found out how horrible i had become)... so now taking a break... will br practising it again in a few momments.... hopefully i will get better.... :)
Anyway.....
Heres some..........................
Random thoughts that just came to mind
Sad stuff:
-A colleague who is being aim by the supervisor,his bike spoilt,caught for speeding, involve with an accident... (what else could go wrong??)
(best part all this happen only after he bought his hayabusa)
-A friend who is in a process of breaking up with her bf..... hurt deep when see her sadden until like that...... but i also dont know how to advise her(being clueless abt this kind of thing).. guess i just sit and listen.... hopefully it helps.....
-A friend who is in a midst of divorcing his wife ,but is giving thoughts as to giving the marriage a shot again. (so is this consider sad?)
Happy stuff:
-The youth in church seems to be very happy this days... as there are lots of program and stuff that they could get involve in church.... (finally see changes in the church)
-in 5 months to 6 months time... is my ord date... looking forward to it.... kinda sian of the life i am leading now...... (though i enjoy the work)
1 Comments:
*bg smile*
that was for your happy thoughts.
and hey, your guitar not that bad lor.
read your bro's blog.. he praised you on your guitar!!!
to you.. it may sound horrible.. but maybe it did not.
anyway, all things need practice, so jia yo!
if in need, just pray.. it gives more hope before you play in church, really.
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